Welcome to my new blog. I thought it was the appropriate time to switch from my last one, where the recurrent theme, well, all of it was about my battle to recover from mental illness, addiction, violence both physical and sexual. Now I'm taking things from a different perspective. A completely new vision, because that is what my life is guided by now. Visions. I have always wrote poetry, and enjoyed writing in general, and always had a spiritual side, but never to this extent.
It is now that I believe that my poetry, both past and present, comes from the other side, is messages. I always tried to instill a moral in my poetry, and I'm not saying that a lot of it, especially some of them are not just my own creative streak. But I have experienced something in my recovery, well, why I DID recover that I can only tell you but you will have to choose to believe. I realized that I am, have been all my life an intensely spiritual person, with powers of divination and clairvoyancy. I have been experiencing the realization of my own capability, of the worlds, of everybody, and now I choose to write about this, because simply, it is my life now.
Before I go on to explain myself a little further, I want to share my belief with you. This is through my own visions, premonitions, research and faith. The world is changing, we are entering a new realm.
"When the Moon is in the Seventh House, and Jupiter aligns with Mars, then Peace will rule the Planet, and Love will steer the Stars"
A lot of you will recognize that from the 1969 5th Dimension song 'Aquarius/ Let the sun shine in'. A lot of the blog generation will remember that from 40 year old virgin. But jokes aside, It is happening. In 2012 we are experiencing a pole change. This is a scientific fact, but it is gonna be something much greater than that. The world will enter a new age and it means enlightenment for a lot of people, spiritual awareness and ability. It is age of happiness, peace, light and more importantly love. We must be ready for the change to accept it, to survive it, and I do believe that there will be a lot of loss, and disasters along the way. But I think when the time comes, those of us who have love in our hearts can survive it, and can go forth into the new age.
The astrology sign 'Aquarius' means 'The Water Bearer.' To me, the obvious symbol of this springs to mind. The Dolphin. The Dolphin, a mammal that lives under water, is a symbol of great peace, love and tranquility world wide. But what is the dolphin? He is the representation of water without being a fish, he is apart of the ocean and more notably, the Dolphin has a very large brain, and the ability to utilize all of it, setting it apart from us humans. This suggests that Dolphins may have abilities and powers that we, who only use less than a third of our brain. My belief is the age of Aquarius will enlighten a lot of us to be able to use more of our brains, and share these abilities and powers. I'm not saying it will happen 'poof' immediately, but I believe it will be the consequence of the change. It is evolution. Evolution explains us as being adaptive based on our environment and promotes survival. Well, the human race needs to adapt. We are destroying our world around us, living only from the mind, acting on impulses instead of intuition, and if this continues, life will not. Life will always find a way to go on. I have enjoyed recently (call me sad) my pet sea-monkeys, little shrimp hatched from eggs from a packet, added to water, and hatch. I think this is a little miracle. How life can be preserved and prevail, beyond all doubt.
Along with my fascination to water, I have always had dreams of water, but primarily of fish. In my dreams, for years, nearly all my life, I have dreamed of having a beautiful pond, or aquarium of fish. Sometimes in my dreams, I just observe them. But more often than not the climax of my dream is that something happens to the fish, they are thrown out the tank, the water boils, they are injured, they are poisoned. It is quite distressing when I dream it, causes a lot of anxiety. When I started having these dreams, I naturally assumed the worst, and thought they must represent loved ones or friends being injured or dying, or even me facing this fate.
A typical definition of fish from dream dictionaries is that of emotional and feelings, wealth and power. To dream of dead fish represents a fall, perhaps related to these things. Well, if the dreams have only been referring to my life, if you know me, or have read my other blog you will know that I am no stranger to that. I have had my fair share of falls. In fact being Bipolar has meant I've seen many rises and falls. However back to the dream definition, it can also mean spiritual growth or transformation. That, I have certainly undergone.
But, in context of my vision, I believe that this is symbolizing the end of the age of Pisces. I believe at the moment, we are living in the age of Pisces. In astrology, the Age of Aquarius follows the age of Pisces. I did some research and I came across this on a useful site:
The Dreams: People have been having many water type dreams. Usually they are very scary. Many people are afraid that these dreams are prophetic and that the ocean is going to come over the land and kill everyone. However, other dreams like this portray similar ocean dreams but the dreamer just stands there and watches in awe and feels no fear. Other dreams are about fish tanks which are broken and fish are flopping on the floor helplessly, and others where the tank breaks and water falls to the floor, but the fish swim in the air just like they were still in the water. We have come to think of these dreams, as being prophetic, Yes! However, not that the physical world will be destroyed but that we are undergoing a spiritual change, and these dreams are messages that the Age of Pisces (a water sign) is ending, and that the Age of Aquarius (the water bearer sign) is coming in.
Things started getting exciting for me. A lot of things were making sense. I had written a poem a while ago which I published on my blog in April. I wrote:
I’ve always assumed that the world is doomed:
this new year the last,
happens too fast to realise,
too quick to say goodbyes,
the dark overtakes the skies,
those little lights leave your eyes.
There is so much to know and so few are wise to the way it should be.
What you could be if you just tried,
but you just pass it by, knock gifts aside,
then wonder why.
Maybe the world as we know it will end,
maybe a fresh born life will descend.
Maybe its the start of something new,
a chance for me and a chance for you.
In this world we wont be weak and frightened,
but strong and enlightened.
Man wont turn against his brother,
but learn to help and support each other.
So the looming doomsday this two thousand and twelve,
maybe simply be the time to better ourselves.
Maybe I’m crazy to think of either theory,
I could confuse you and be utterly mad.
But I know what I must do…and I am glad.
Check it here:
http://margsjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2012/04/2012.htmlAt the time, this is what I imagined the 2012 transition to be. It seemed clear to me. The words just flowed out of me as if they came from somewhere else. It just seemed natural. At the time I past it off as my over active imagination. Now, insight has led me to believe, I can see into the future. This is what I see. No finality. A new beginning. The age of Aquarius, the realm of the dolphin, the era of the water bearer.
In this new blog I will be exploring my spirituality and my steps to arriving at this point, as well as my poetry, my life, and everything else that I think worth while.
I have got a LOT of things to rewind and go over, but I think that requires a new post. My message is, do not fear, or live in hate. Live in love, and send positive vibes to everyone, as this will be reflected back to you through the energy transitions of the world. If you are a spiritual person, you know this. If you are not, start thinking about it. Here is it explained more accurately and in an incredible way. Another amazing find. Little grandmother:
I did my tarot regarding my new beliefs on the original Rider-Waite tarot deck. I use a basic reading of past present and future - three cards.
My cards were:
Four of Cups reversed, Death reversed and Magician.... explain more next post... PEACE, LOVE AND LIGHT! X X X X
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