Turn on the lights

At the moment I'm just overwhelmed.  I just can't get over how incredible everything is, how loyal and rewarding the Universe is, and how much I love the divine for simply asking me to just love.  That's all that's really asked of us.  Just love, be love, live in the motion and vibration of love, and just as love means growth, we must grow with the love that expands within us.  Expand in love and you expand in wisdom.

We're travelling so fast towards this goal, our souls are constantly trying to increase, to learn, and move forwards.

Meditation is more intense for me now than it ever has been, and you can't describe what really happens to you because it is using a perception and sense that we are unfamiliar with.  But let's just describe it as this.  When you become an experienced meditator, each meditation helps you ascend and progress even further.

You get 'downloads' of information which expands your consciousness further, and helps you step by step towards remembering.  Experiencing beautiful moments of knowing and embracing yourself and everything in all it's glory. I now know that I am more that who I am, that we all are, that we are in fact something completely different and it fills me with so much joy to be gifted with such an adventure as this to bring me to this realization, and this will be the realization of us all.

There are so many of us, popping up all over the place, and I am only from a small town in south wales! but the joy of the information age means that the intuition age can be brought forward through the internet, and it is enlightening to see so many groups and pages of all the people awakening! but I have met others in my area too, which is amazing because I am seeing the law of attraction manifest things directly into my life for this is what I longed for.


Witnessing this awakening makes me want to see so much more of it, the message is clear now guys, it's time for us to turn on the lights! Let's wake our brothers and sisters us up, and create this world of peace.  Our dreams are coming true, our dreams are real.  This is our dream.

The Quest

It's so amazing to think about how much I've realized since I began to write this blog - and how amazing, and intricate what we experience is in our life design.  There is no fuck ups - no mess ups - no set backs.  It's completely all for a purpose.  I am so happy and blessed to have got to this realization, and I wouldn't change a damn thing.  Everything is connected and everything for a cause, beautiful synchronicity.

So looking back on my journey - and perhaps yours if you relate to any of these posts.. what is this leading up to? What is the chain reaction of this all?
It is up to us to make the change.  We are the chosen ones, and the way that you can make this your reality is to become this, embody it.

I've spoken to someone recently who said, once you enter the 'seeking stage' there is no turning back.  But how could you ever want to go back? I feel like I was plucked out of the world like I have awoken from the Matrix, and this is as literal as it could possibly be.  This is the path we are all supposed to take, and it is up to us when we decide to stop wasting time in the third dimension and start thinking higher.  My life is completely taken up by research and studying now, and making sure that I never drift away from knowing how special the world is.  Once you start studying the real history of the Universe, the sciences we have forgotten, the ancient wisdom, the prophecies, the evidence, the possibilities you cannot stop.  You are sucked in by it, if you aren't - it is just not your time to know.  I look back at times in the past the Universe provided hints to me about all of this - and I either didn't recognize them or ignored them, or sadly, laughed at them.  But recognizing that these moments existed, makes realizing them now so much more beautiful.. this is not something that has just popped up out of nowhere! It always has, and always will be there.

My advice is - don't just think it - make sure you are feeling it.  Don't just look at the evidence and think hey, this is logical - that's a good start.  But there is no logic in unconditional love.  To understand this, you must be it - you must live it.  Find solace and reminder of this in meditation - let it be a period of utter restoration - a period of healing, but also a time for the faith to wrap around you.  The more you meditate the more you can feel this.

I've began 'the Quest' of true awakening, to remember who I am.  I've realized I'm gonna have to do this alone.  This was quite hard to grasp because I have always been such a creature of company.  But when no one is around you who will help promote what you love and what you know is right, if they are gonna hold you back - then they can't be around.  It doesn't mean that you have to not love them, just I guess you gotta distance yourself.  I'm not saying everyone who has had a spiritual awakening needs to do this, I just know that I need people of a similar vibration and sadly this is hard to find.  Until I do, the quest is a lonely but noble one, and one I wouldn't give up for anything.

I want to know more, I want to experience more, and I want to give more back.

So if you are like me, on the Quest - what is next?
We must spread the light, we must completely live by what we have learnt, and we must never give up.

How do we do this?
Well, I don't completely know yet haha.  I have a few ideas in the pipeline for myself, but I can't tell you how you should do it... just advise you to follow your heart.