The Quest

It's so amazing to think about how much I've realized since I began to write this blog - and how amazing, and intricate what we experience is in our life design.  There is no fuck ups - no mess ups - no set backs.  It's completely all for a purpose.  I am so happy and blessed to have got to this realization, and I wouldn't change a damn thing.  Everything is connected and everything for a cause, beautiful synchronicity.

So looking back on my journey - and perhaps yours if you relate to any of these posts.. what is this leading up to? What is the chain reaction of this all?
It is up to us to make the change.  We are the chosen ones, and the way that you can make this your reality is to become this, embody it.

I've spoken to someone recently who said, once you enter the 'seeking stage' there is no turning back.  But how could you ever want to go back? I feel like I was plucked out of the world like I have awoken from the Matrix, and this is as literal as it could possibly be.  This is the path we are all supposed to take, and it is up to us when we decide to stop wasting time in the third dimension and start thinking higher.  My life is completely taken up by research and studying now, and making sure that I never drift away from knowing how special the world is.  Once you start studying the real history of the Universe, the sciences we have forgotten, the ancient wisdom, the prophecies, the evidence, the possibilities you cannot stop.  You are sucked in by it, if you aren't - it is just not your time to know.  I look back at times in the past the Universe provided hints to me about all of this - and I either didn't recognize them or ignored them, or sadly, laughed at them.  But recognizing that these moments existed, makes realizing them now so much more beautiful.. this is not something that has just popped up out of nowhere! It always has, and always will be there.

My advice is - don't just think it - make sure you are feeling it.  Don't just look at the evidence and think hey, this is logical - that's a good start.  But there is no logic in unconditional love.  To understand this, you must be it - you must live it.  Find solace and reminder of this in meditation - let it be a period of utter restoration - a period of healing, but also a time for the faith to wrap around you.  The more you meditate the more you can feel this.

I've began 'the Quest' of true awakening, to remember who I am.  I've realized I'm gonna have to do this alone.  This was quite hard to grasp because I have always been such a creature of company.  But when no one is around you who will help promote what you love and what you know is right, if they are gonna hold you back - then they can't be around.  It doesn't mean that you have to not love them, just I guess you gotta distance yourself.  I'm not saying everyone who has had a spiritual awakening needs to do this, I just know that I need people of a similar vibration and sadly this is hard to find.  Until I do, the quest is a lonely but noble one, and one I wouldn't give up for anything.

I want to know more, I want to experience more, and I want to give more back.

So if you are like me, on the Quest - what is next?
We must spread the light, we must completely live by what we have learnt, and we must never give up.

How do we do this?
Well, I don't completely know yet haha.  I have a few ideas in the pipeline for myself, but I can't tell you how you should do it... just advise you to follow your heart.