You start listening when the time is right to hear it

Hello to any who read this!

been away from writing for a while! I believe over the last few weeks there has been many different energies coming to me and many transformations that have been happening, and yes its been difficult, but finally I feel positive about my progress in my vibration increase.  If you too have felt this, then I can conclude only that this is the path that we must take to change, and we should feel relieved about our survival and faith through such difficult times. If it is still a difficult time for you, be comforted in your own power to survive these times, and you must keep belief close to you, we should all suffer to reach the source.
It is undeniable that there must be hardship on our journey, it is how we discover our identity and how our soul teaches us lessons in order to develop.  We all have our own journey to live out!

Following my spiritual awakening I became sure in my path to increase my spiritual identity and to become a child of mother earth, a light worker.  There is times that I experience doubt, but it has been different to other times.  During my years of terrible depression, I used to feel trapped and doomed in a situation and ultimately alone and helpless.  Faith gives me the power to overcome this, as I still get the completely normal highs and lows of human emotion, but through the lows, I keep control of my heart, and know that the Universe will reward me with relief as I learn each lesson.  You must always keep hold of faith.  Your mind may be racing with thoughts and worries that bind you to your ego.  You must try and open your heart.

When you think about meditation as a practice, the shift in your consciousness and the state it induces is something you must train to do, just like achieving physical fitness, meditating and its results requires a lot of training! Remember not to fall short of the actual exercise, or you may be coming to resemble an actual Buddha (such is my own fears!).  Meditation can also be another way for you to ensure you are promoting positive energy.  Sometimes I have found that it is impossible to for me to consciously think positively in light of some trying situations.  I tackle this by trying my hardest to overcome my conscious with my sub conscious, I double the amount of meditation I do and send out positive affirmations from my inner self.  Sometimes it is someone else saying it you.  Whatever it is, it is a communication from your higher self, guiding you through and you must embrace the likelihood of your positive future! Believe it! Live it! Know it!

It has felt like a long process but I feel like I am taking steps forward and I meditation is leading me to the answers, abilities and outcomes that I so desire.  I am holding on to the light in my heart as much as I can, and I am being comforted by all I seek.  I meditate when I wake up, and before bed like brushing my teeth but I meditate as much as possible whenever I can.  I feel so lucky that everything event that has happened in my life has been for me to come to this spiritual and emotional point in my life that I feel nothing but happiness and excitement for the future.  Of course I know I am still a human and that it is our gift to have feelings that go up and down but my faith in my soul gets stronger everyday.

I can't tell you everything about my meditative experiences because I think that on reflection every person should have their own journey, and therefore meditative experiences and the path to the light should be as vast and varied as everything in the world in its exquisite detail! your own path to the light could be very much different to mine but at the same time, we are living it together, everything in wonderful synchronicity!

If you are just beginning your path, (as I am really) I'd say to start studying spirituality wherever possible, begin meditating (there are some brilliant guided meditations on youtube - just type in guided meditation), be in the heart of our Mother Earth as much as possible by being in places where she flourishes.

Practice focusing on and controlling deep breathing, and as you do this after a while you need to start opening up to how you are a sibling of the air you breathe, the world around you, the body you inhabit, and that they are the sibling of everything about you, including your emotions.  Concentrate on projecting positive emotions upon the world when you meditate, for I believe this when your energy highest, and it will come back to you!

See yourself in places and times of your life that you have felt happiest and most in love with life, or alternatively places where you have felt most safest, you literally have the ability to time travel in this meditative state.  It is important to meditate on places in nature of magnificent beauty so that you can focus on the divine beauty of Mother Earth, try and feel the lucidity of these places and feel safe and in love knowing you are being looked after.

In a meditative state you can ask your spirit guides and angels to assist you and on your journey and to give you answers.  Don't be let down by expectations, they always answer you! but you only start listening when the time is right to hear it, in my opinion.  Forgive me that I am not detailed or expert in what I have been experiencing, for I am only just beginning in my path! But one thing I know already is that the higher vibration you have, it is your job to lead others towards that vibration also.

Vibration increases in us all, without question, if you don't feel it now, you will
Peace and light xx