Just went through something I thought I should share, describing it how I can. If you are like me you are probably doing as much research about increasing your personal vibration as you can.
This Equinox has been a bit of a difficult day for me, a lot of shadows from the past have been arising in my mind. But just as the traditions of the Autumn equinox, I believe this is something that we all must go through to work through the energies that are presented to us.
The last 48 hours I had a dip in my awakening - I seem to get 'drowsy' in the sense that my moments of being awake only seem to follow through for so long before I get a surge of the old ego back, and I find it easy in these moments to let the worry take over me, to get paranoid or stressed or lonely.
But it is appearing for me like each little period of suffering where I feel my vibration has taken a massive set back I keep returning to it much stronger! I wrote in my early blogs about my admiration and the personal significance of the Phoenix for me. It appears my life has been this all along, falls and rises, but each time, the person who reemerges is always stronger, and this is the same for my spiritual journey.
What I have realized since my awakening is that the Phoenix transformation is something we all go through, so if you are feeling down, disheartened, or set back, just remember it is never a mistake, it is all meant to happen! It's all a teaching, and we should be thankful for it.
Leaves fall marking the end of an age, but the beginning of something beautiful.
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